During year 2005....there is this girl i met,she's cute,charming,nice to joke around..i always disturb her after school,cause thats the only time we can see each other.She was only standard 6 that time,her school was just opposite mine =) and after that year,she's form1!!!she then entered the school i was in,at then she was...funny?hahahaa,she was like a younger sister to me.well,she was afraid of alot of things in school since its the first year in secondary school.slowly she learnt more and more things in that school,during that year she had alot of problems...well as she was like a sister to me,of course i help'd her through all the problems.As time goes by,we started to talk on the phone frequently and so frequent that we were like beside each other all the time.Although my parents scolded me for talking on the phone too long and made the phone bill went up like mad,i still calls her.But somehow,i felt that the feelings changed.The feelings that i have towards her is no longer like a sister,but as a soulmate...I did not believe at first,but then it gets harder and harder to ignore it.I wanted to be with her every possible moment,looking at her makes me felt real happy and its too great that i have never experienced it before.I expressed my feelings to her soon after i gave it a thought about wether am i capable of taking care of her and make her happy.As i was expressing my feelings to her she thought i was joking,but i told her * no im not,im for real.* Then she ask'd when did start having feelings for her as someone special instead of a sister,i said * i dont really know,its just so sudden that i did get to remember when.* On the following days she did not ignore or evade me at all,im so glad that she didnt.She even taught me how to play a Piano,and also Drum.As days go by,i observed her and i wondering whats on her mind.Soon after,I asked her out and she agreed!!!Spending time with her was the happiest moment of my life,especially when she was so happy that she could not stop smiling and laughing.Then i remember she said to me that she had not been out so frequent and was never this happy,then i said * isnt it a good thing *...hahahahaa....but now,everythings changed.All this while i was just waiting for a * yes * from her but i never get it,neither did i get a * sorry,im not interested * what made me felt worse was,she said that * we could still be friends * thats what hurts most,being next to the person u love most and knowing that you wont be together with her.Well....i've experienced the happiest day of my life,now its time to experience the worst time of my life...now if i think about it,i dont really matter in her life..
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